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(no subject) [Jun. 24th, 2006|02:53 pm]
Princess and Pretty Boy

fairyprinces
[Current Location |Home]
[mood |cheerfulcheerful]

Pretty Boy,
A week and two days ago you rushed to catch your plane. Both of us knowing that it was the worst goodbye we had ever had, but also knowing it was only for a short amount of time. Life since then has been so busy for you, that I've taken a backseat. But you have never forgotten that I was here and turn your head every now and again to let me know you haven't forgotten. Although it's been hard this time I know will be ok. It's getting easier to sleep once again, I'm not so afraid. I can't wait to see you on July 4th...you make my foot pop.

Love,
Your Wife
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i miss you [Jun. 17th, 2006|09:11 pm]
Princess and Pretty Boy

fairyprinces
[Current Location |home]
[mood |lonelylonely]

Pretty Boy,

Not one day in the past 6 years and 6 months have I ever regretted falling head over heels for you. We knew from the beginning that it wasn't going to be easy, 700 miles of distance never is. But we promised no matter what we would make it work. and we have.

You left me again on Thursday after holding on to me so tight I swore you would never let go again. I find myself searching for you at night and waking up in a panic when your not lying next to me. I'm doing my best not to cry and to remember that your with me always, on my right shoulder.  But when I close my eyes at night I see you, and you're so close I swear that if I reach out I could touch you. I just want one last kiss. 

I know I get to see you again in about 2 weeks, it's a beautiful but scary thing all at the same time. This could be the last time I see you for months, maybe even till Thanksgiving. It's hard for me to hold on to memories and the way it feels when you touch me. But some how I'm going to find the strength to make it. Please know always that I love you with everything I am and nothing on this earth is ever going to change that. I am looking forward to wedding bells and babies, you know that better then anyone. Be safe my darling, I'm waiting for you.

Love,
Your Wife

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(no subject) [Oct. 13th, 2005|06:36 pm]
Princess and Pretty Boy

fairyprinces
[mood |giddygiddy]

This journal has always been my safe place when it came to you and I. I knew that no one else but us would read what I wanted to say to you so I felt free to say it. Because believe I am sure even you get sick of hearing how wonderful you are and how much I love you. So I come here every now and again, it brings back our whole life together for me.

Although I don't remember some of the beginning and neither do you I can fill in the blanks and remember that it was just wonderful. I even remember waiting for you to come home from football practice, like it was only yesterday. And I remember when you would get punished how I was so mad at you, because even though you were punished from the computer it felt like you were punished from me. I remember sitting in front of the this computer screen in tears as you told me about your childhood wishing I could turn back the clock and save you. I remember our first phone call and being so shy. I remember falling in love with you for the first time and then falling in love everyday after. I remember the first I knew we were going to be together forever. I love the memories I have of us and I love that you made them happen. Thank you for loving me the way you do.

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Quick Update [Oct. 12th, 2005|09:26 pm]
Princess and Pretty Boy

fairyprinces
[mood |cheerfulcheerful]

I can't believe it's almost been 6 years, it still amazes me. Everyday I wake up knowing that your coming home to me makes my heart melt. I am so excited that we finally get to spend our special day together and nothing is going to get in our way. Ok maybe a few tests at school that day, but all the same once you get home your mine and I don't have to share.

41 days from now I am coming home to you and I am so excited. I love you Pretty Boy!!

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Just another countdown [Jun. 9th, 2005|10:11 pm]
Princess and Pretty Boy

fairyprinces
[mood |giddygiddy]

  • 5 years, 6 months, 2 weeks and 3 days ago I fell head over heals for the greatest man in the world.
  • 3 weeks from now I am happy going to be placed in his arms once again.
  • 3 weeks and 3 days from now we will fly home to Michigan together.
  • 3 weeks and 4 days from now we will get to spend our first 4th of July under the fireworks together.
  • 4 weeks and 2 days from now I have to say good bye to him again.
  • 1263 days from now I will be his wife. 

 

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I miss you so much already [Sep. 2nd, 2004|11:35 pm]
Princess and Pretty Boy

innocentangel
[mood |contentcontent]

I know you understand when I say this is killing me to be away from you. I miss your arms, your kisses and the way you always smelled good no matter what. I miss your smile and your laugh.
I got our pictures back today and they made me miss you even more. But for all we know you are going tob e here in 2 weeks and that makes me so so happy. I love you so much.

Halie
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Maybe I just need to cry [Jul. 15th, 2004|09:10 pm]
Princess and Pretty Boy

innocentangel
[mood |weirdweird]

I don't understand all these emotions that my body is going threw. Part of the time I feel like I can talk to you and tell you anything I need to. And the other half of the time I feel like I am just getting in your way. We have been back together for a little over two months now and I felt like we have been doing so well. Last night something in you really changed, as well as this morning and about 5 minutes ago when I tried to call you. I wanted your support like you have always given me, but part of me feels like I was getting in your way.

If there is something going on I would hope that you know you can talk to me about anything. I don't think I have done anything to upset you and if I have I want to know what it is. For some reason I feel like history is repeating it self to the few weeks after your grandmother passed away. I can't handle loose you again, so please talk to me.

Love Halie

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979 Days...counting [Jul. 11th, 2004|06:41 pm]
Princess and Pretty Boy

innocentangel
[mood |happyhappy]

From the day I met you I knew that we were going to spent the rest of our lives together. All the bumps in the road have made us stronger and I love you more and more every minute of my life. I have told you many times that you are so special to me and no words can ever explain it. But I don't need words because I know you understand. 979 days from now I will be your wife accoring to the law, but the truth is I have always been your wife and you have always been my husband. I love you with all my heart.

Love
Halie
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I thought you wanted to know [Jun. 19th, 2004|09:54 pm]
Princess and Pretty Boy

innocentangel
[mood |whole]
[music |Patch Adams]

I have known for a very long time now that my life was suppose to be all about you. It took us both a long time to get things right but I promise this time I won't do anything to disappoint you. I have had a lot of time to think about this and I know that you are the ONE for me. I have never had a person in my world like you. Someone that knows me inside and out. Someone that can make a smile travel over 800 miles and leave it on my face for days. I have never had someone tell me they love me the way you do. To everyone else in our lifes including our closest friends, what we have doesn't make since. But to me and to you this is the perfect relationship. No matter when I get to hold your hand for the first time or when i finally get to feel your lips press againest mine, I know that we are doing the right thing. I will forever consider you to be my soul mate and the love of my life. Without you I wouldn't be a whole person. John Rannazzisi from the tip of my head to the bottom of my feet I love you with everything I got.

 

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I love the way you make me ferel [Jun. 14th, 2004|10:25 pm]
Princess and Pretty Boy

innocentangel
[mood |contentcontent]

I could never tell you or show you how much I love you because words can't explain what you make me feel. I guess until today I never realized that when you told me you loved me you really meant it. Even though you do your best to tell me as much as you can. I don't care if that letter doesn't do anything for your parents because it meant so much to me. Just to hear you say the things you did, brings me to tears. The way I feel I never thought I could make another person feel this way and now I know that I do it for you I am so happy. I love you with all of my heart don't ever think differently.

Love Me
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