|Maybe I just need to cry
||[Jul. 15th, 2004|09:10 pm]
Princess and Pretty Boy
I don't understand all these emotions that my body is going threw. Part of the time I feel like I can talk to you and tell you anything I need to. And the other half of the time I feel like I am just getting in your way. We have been back together for a little over two months now and I felt like we have been doing so well. Last night something in you really changed, as well as this morning and about 5 minutes ago when I tried to call you. I wanted your support like you have always given me, but part of me feels like I was getting in your way.
If there is something going on I would hope that you know you can talk to me about anything. I don't think I have done anything to upset you and if I have I want to know what it is. For some reason I feel like history is repeating it self to the few weeks after your grandmother passed away. I can't handle loose you again, so please talk to me.